gain somthing good ?? be prepared to lose something ..

that is wadd happening to me now ... i guess =/
i gained warmth frm the choir durin the hk trip ..
andd .. i lost similar thing frm somewhr else ... =(

i dont knw if im thinkin too muchh or wadd ..
but i just feel it that wayy ..
i snapped at someone last nightt ..
oh great ! things aint good btwn us andd im doin nth better to it ..
an apology was saidd yet wont turn things backk ...
a wound will always be a wound ..
no matter how long it heals ... it leaves scar ...

now i knw how that frnd of mine felt ... when i did similar thing to her ..
it really doesnt feel good AT ALL .. ! it SUCKS !
maybe it's my retribution .... `smirks

im praying that things will be wadd the usual things are .. thoughh thr's still some changes ..
but i will try to adjust to it .. yeahh ..

school going to start again .. a new year .. a fresh start ..
put down the unhappiness and look forwardd ..
life goes on .. no matther wadd .. =)
so hereby .. im going to say ....

IM TRUELY SORRY TO E'RYONE I KNW ..
for the mistakes i made .. the wrong doings .. the misunderstandings .. the fights / quarrels ..
andd anything that i made you guys sadd ..

take care guys .. ! i still love you all loadds ..
no matter wadd ..
YOU GUYS .. LEFT FOOT PRINTS IN MY LIFE =)